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just some deep thoughts

  • Mar. 25th, 2005 at 10:50 PM
alice blink
this evening i came home and pigged out on perogies for dinner. then i felt like crap and layed down in bed to take a nap.

i dreamt that i was on a monorail in the suburbs and that the monorail derailed and a man came out trying to shoot people.

i floated above houses and through trees. i was trying to hide from him.

woke up. still felt sick, and watched some tv while getting things done around the apartment during the commercial breaks.
sometimes i think that i'm going to die. i don't know why, and don't want to thiink about it.

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[info]uxsquared wrote:
Mar. 26th, 2005 12:53 pm (UTC)
Well, we're all gonna die, whether you think about it or not. But ... you've got Christ! You don't need to fear death, because Christ conquered death. Call upon His name, and he will bring you immediate peace and comfort.
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[info]katiecam wrote:
Mar. 26th, 2005 10:25 pm (UTC)
i fear rejection
i fear rejection by Christ. everytime i think about longing to be with him, i think that I have been bad and not worthy enough to walk in his light.

i don't believe that if someone automatically thinks that they believe in Christ, they will be walking with him in heaven.. I take the thought on hoping to be with him, but fear rejection.

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[info]uxsquared wrote:
Mar. 27th, 2005 06:09 am (UTC)
That is exactly what Satan wants. Fear, doubt, and (especially) guilt are three of the devil's favorite tools to undermine our faith in God. Fortunately, once Satan's tricks have been exposed, it's easy to counter them.

Heaven's a touchy subject; read my journal for more. The good news is: you don't need to be dead to walk and talk with Christ. If you let Him into your heart, he will walk with you and lighten your burdens.

PS. I'm listening to the bluegrass station on XM radio, and up comes these lyrics ...

Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die

Coincidence? We think not.
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