Today I am feeling miserable, totally miserable. I woke up first at 8:15, but I woke up in the middle of a weird, let me say very weird dream. When I wake up in the middle of a dream my brain is still overloaded and thus I get headaches and my head feels "squishy" because my brain was really working hard to make this exciting dream. Let me say that the dreams very more memorable when I first woke up, but I am now writing about 5 hours later about it. My first remembrance was something out of an alien sci-fi movie but held on planet earth. The scene was out in the country, open area and then an office complex. These weird people were building up military supplies, including a huge airplane or was it a spaceshuttle? Anyways I was observing them. In the second half of my dream I was standing on water in an olypmic size swimming pool which had aligators and fearful creatures in the water. I leaped to water's edge to escape the danger and then I found myself gazing from far above the pool and seeing water, and the bottom of the pool. Freaky!

Ok, I had decided to stay in bed til about 9 and try to wake up. It's very hard for me to wake up from a dream, I so badly want to fall asleep again and dream again, it's natural, so I had to lay down and slowly relax my mind and wake it up to reality. Unfortunately, my brain is still uneasy and acting weird. It's been very hard for me to concentrate fully today and I have developed a low self-esteem and confidence. I guess that I just woke up in a bad way. ;(