My Dad Quit Smoking after like 20+ years

I am done with school!! I will be getting my master's degree in electrical engineering as soon as they send it in the mail!!!!! I GRADUATED !!


It's a damn good feeling.


I am FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to

drink
eat
play my sims2 game
watch dvds
take walks
go out to movies
dance
hang out with friends
play
drink beer
go out to bars
window shop
go to concerts
travel
cook
sing
worship
read the newspaper, daily
redorate my apartment
by stuff i want to do
do whatever the hell I want
SMILE
celebrate
shine
make strawberry daiquri's
swim
relax in the hot tub
play with my kitties
blog
update my website!




I'm going to SMILE

When you wake up in the evening and the day is shot
Find yourself complaining about the things you ain't got
Never goes just the way you want it to
Clichè of the day, c'est la vie, that's just life
It ain't easy, it's so tough, it's so easy

Chorus:
(Whatcha gonna do, say, whatcha gonna do)
Put a smile on your face
Make the world a better place
Put a smile on your face
(Whatcha gonna do, say, whatcha gonna do)
Put a smile on your face
Make the world a better place
Put a smile on your face
(Whatcha gonna do, say, whatcha gonna do)

And another thing
You can say I'm a dreamer and you thinks it's all cool
Preaching about the better life I learned in school
But you get what you give in this life that we live
And all that you do will come back to you

Chorus

[Lady Saw]
Yo
When thing's isn't right, there's not need to fight-a
(?), and everything nice (?) Please be polite even when you're hurting
Don't forget to smile
Give love to our nation, big or small
When you do good, you'll get your reward
United with undivided we fall
Put a smile on your face and greet one and all

Life, it ain't easy, oh it's so tough, it ain't easy

Chorus X2

People love you when you smile
And hate you when it's through
Lots of happiness, (?) we are wishing you
If you come from Jamaica or Honolulu, yeah
Keep a smile on your face
I'll see the good that you do, (?)
Smile (smile), and everything will be fine
Love it when you smile, you look beautiful like that
(?), Your dimples are so cute, hahah
I love the happiness and..smile

SMILE by Vitamin C

This morning I woke up at 6 am to get ready for work. I think most people get up at this time or even earlier to communte 1 1/2 hours to work where I commute only 10 minutes, but still, I'm a baby and disruption in my normal sleep pattern of 8+ hours of sleep really stressed my brain, and I guess parts of my body.

In short, my brain was not fully functional, and honestly, I don't think it reached its normal function until about 2:30 pm today and after 2 cups of coffee and 2 diet cokes. I could not think, remember well, etc!
I only had 6 hours of sleep or less. I woke up a few times. Once was due to the cats making noise, next was a weird dream, the other was just my biological clock.

I had such bad headaches all day, but I did not want to take aleve in fear that it would further inhibit my thinking abilities, which it does! Furthermore, and worst yet, I had a terrible chest ache. It started almost immediately after I took my allergy medicine, of which I have a prescription. I have never had this reaction before except once when I knew that I had like a bad cold and congestion, but it didn't hurt that bad. I felt no congestion this time, byt my left chest ached bad, and is still aching a little. I just dealt with this all day! If this continues, I gotta see the doctor!

Speaking of doctors, I got to see the glacoma specialist tomorrow. I haven't seen in her in over 6 months, and that's not good because I am almost out of medicine, and lately my eyes have been killing me badly, especially after heary meals, like chinese carryout. I'm not blind or going blind (well technically, I have a good chuck of my peripheral vison gone), yet, however, if I do not continue my treatment, I could be.. I'm going to tell her about the eye pains I've been having after certain meals.

I sound like a hypochrondiac!

BTW, my dad is fine. He's taking more gal bladder exams and is recoperating from all the probing and hospital exams. He's felling fine now! It was definately not heart related.

Dad is in the hospital and I don't ever remember him ever being in one.

I'm just about done with my Exam that I need to turn in this Thursday.

Tomorrow they will be doing exams on his heart and lungs, etc.

I'm sort of tied and worried and aloft.

My dad's close cousin, a doctor, tried to explain to me, but I got confused in all the medical garble that he said. He said my dad didn't have a heart attack but chest pains and blah.. blah... but they don't know that for sure yet...
so how do you know he didn't have a heart attack?

They will be running a lot of tests tomorrow on him....

and they will be keeping me updated.

I'm hoping that he will not be scheduled for anything major like surgery and be released. I'd like to drive up to Indiana this Saturday evening and spent the night and Sunday there.