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hopeful
- Mood:
contemplative
So today is the anniversary of my mom's death.. well technically yesterday was (september 4th). Got to remember that. I can not belivee I forgot the year. It was one week exactly before september 11th and I thought that was 2002, when it was 2001. I think my mind has problems...
Wow, this was a beautiful picture of my mother
Geraldine Williams

In Loving Memory Of Geraldine Williams 9-4-01 Thinking of You with love on your 5th Anniversary in Heaven. Ed and Lupe
Published in The Times on 9/4/2006.
Her brother and sister-in-law posted the memorial. Neither my dad nor I ever did this. That was sure nice of them...
I hate myself. I'm such a terrible person to not memorialize her as I should. These past few days I've been hurting inside, feeling depressed. I smelled ciguarette in my car and thought she might be visiting. She probably is visiting me. I'm tired and have a headache on all this.
Wow, this was a beautiful picture of my mother
Geraldine Williams

In Loving Memory Of Geraldine Williams 9-4-01 Thinking of You with love on your 5th Anniversary in Heaven. Ed and Lupe
Published in The Times on 9/4/2006.
Her brother and sister-in-law posted the memorial. Neither my dad nor I ever did this. That was sure nice of them...
I hate myself. I'm such a terrible person to not memorialize her as I should. These past few days I've been hurting inside, feeling depressed. I smelled ciguarette in my car and thought she might be visiting. She probably is visiting me. I'm tired and have a headache on all this.
- Mood:
discontent
"It all begins for us at birth. We are thrust from the womb onto the carousel of life, carried away in a blur of activities from childhood to adulthood and then to old age. Each of us have our dreams, our relationships and we go to school; we work and play, day after day, week after week, year after year. Life is certainly busy. And yet we tend not to think about the fact of our inevitable death. It doesn't seem to make any sense that we will no longer exist as we know it. The fact is we will die and there is no way to avoid it. Like the child being born, we have no choice but to yield ourselves to the unknown. Like the seventy billion who have already passed this way through life, we will join their ranks at the rate of 130,000 a day. And in that same day, 400,000 new lives will be born. The cycle of life and death continues at an ever-increasing pace. The fear of death has given rise to a host of speculations about an afterlife. Religions, philosophies and cults have multiplied over the millennia, all trying to answer our need for comfort about this seemingly absurd fate that awaits each of us. And now science has turned its gaze toward the matter of death."
-Norman Van Rooy (left), the producer of the NDE documentary Shadows: Perceptions of Near-Death Experiencers
-Norman Van Rooy (left), the producer of the NDE documentary Shadows: Perceptions of Near-Death Experiencers
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contemplative

